because as you whisper....

It's a my sad sad day . . sad for all the time my embrace was empty of you 

sad for being stubborn to be sad .

I'm HURT all the time. 

I don't want to CRY for the way I feel inside.

I just want someone to hold me...

I'm alone in the dark, please try to FIND me.

If no one CARES, I don't see a point to go on.

Anyone find me! Anyone care!

I'm sorry, I just don't want to be ALONE anymore.

I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak. 

No one cares and yet I'm always the sorry one.

Someone find me! I'm scared. 

Please HOLD me until it all ends.

Just hold me that’s all I want.

I don't want to be ALONE in the dark.

Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.

Just hold me as I start to cry.

Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.

Just hold me so I don't do something wrong.

Just hold me so tight, that for a MOMENT I could feel the light....

i hope i will smile like this again :'(

i miss that smile . . my laughter . . 

just waiting who person will make my heart become heppy. .

Sad is no fun . 

Sad is upsetting

Sad is depressing . 

Sad is boring

Sad is no good . Sad is lonely :'(

I always pray that all these problems will be solved and I believe what is happening there is wisdom in it.